Trying to be more optimistic for this next month. June pretty much sucked the life out of me.
- lose 4 pounds. (one pound a week. it's coming off so much slower now...)
Fail. Didn't lose any. Ate like crap pretty much all month long.
- go to the gym 15 times.
Fail. I made it nine times. I did go walk quite frequently, as well and running outside.
- run AT LEAST twice a week.
Win! Going to up it to three times a week in prep for the next run in two weeks.
- have a blast at my first official 5k at the end of the month.
Win! Some of the most fun I've had in a long time. Entry with photos will be posted soonish.
- read more often.
I finished Almost Moon, and I'm giving The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo a second try.
- get outside and ENJOY the sunshine (tan, yes please!)
Win! Yanney splash park a few times, lots of trail running. BBQ with friends and family. I need to get back on my bike.
- practice yelling less.
I've been running on the bare necessities to make it through the days, yelling either comes out of frustration, or I don't say anything at all.
- take more photographs.
I took a bunch of three little boys at the beginning of the month, little did I know that would be the last ones we took together. Took a bunch at the Color Run.
- write more, even if no one but me sees it.
Yes. I've been keeping a random thoughts journal.
- keep in better contact with a handful of my favorite people.
I'm trying. Being a busy grown up sucks.
- smile more, think less.
Fail. Full out.
- apologize to no one for being exactly who I am.
Not only that, but demanding what I deserve even if that means I have to let go of the person I care very deeply for because all he has to offer me isn't good enough and because I deserve better than scraps he's managed to salvage of himself.
- remember to love ME.
It gets easier. Day by day.
I continue to look up to you. You are incredible.
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