Friday, May 6, 2011
Don't waste your time on jealousy, sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind, the race is long and in the end it's only with yourself.
The university had its graduation today. Two of my friends are in the class of 2011. I am so happy for them, but at the same time, so jealous. I end up in this dark hole of depression because I get so MAD at myself for some of the decisions I have made.
Don't get me wrong, I am pretty happy with the place I have landed at for the moment, but I can't help but beat myself up over my own laziness and stupidity when it came to what should have been the beginning of the rest of my life. I wouldn't change any of it, but I wish things could be different.
Enough of my sobbing, on with the show.