We're going to pretend that I never made any September goals (even though I managed to keep the majority of them, the rug was sort of pulled out from under me at the end of the month, and the desire to document ANYTHING kind out went out the window with it), and that the month of October did not exist.
In doing this we're going to skip over what I'm referring to as my "dark time" (read: my hair, specifically) and move on to November, which will be bigger and better and much more entertaining.
- go to the gym 15 times. (made it there 15 in October... this CAN be done)
- lose 5 lbs. (I'm optimistic that it will actually be more, but 5 is a good place to start.)
- cook at least TWO new meals, and document.
- do the 30 day shred, or any other Jillian the Devil video twice a week.
- start the process of letting go of the things in my life that are bringing me down.
- tell myself ONE good thing about myself every day.
- love unconditionally and endlessly from the tips of my fingers all the way to my heart. Just because people don't love me, doesn't mean I can't love them, and it doesn't mean that other people can't love me.
- "accept what people have to offer, drink their milkshakes, take their love."
- read two books from start to finish.
- finish one piece of art that has been started and set aside for an indeterminate amount of time.
- drink more red wine.
- take myself to a movie, any movie. eat a bag of popcorn with butter, drink a soda, and enjoy my own company for a few hours.
- start to forgive. everything. everyone. especially myself.
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