NO!
I will not play that part
not anymore
not again
I will not be
the girl who vies for
your attention and
when it never comes
lose myself in all
that I am not and
all that I am incapable of
being.
My thoughts
will not wander
to the feel of your warm
body pressed against
mine separated only by
two thin layers of cloth.
Yours and mine.
I will not imagine
your lips ever so closely
touching mine, allowing me
to escape from
these brief moments
of insanity.
This is not who I am
this is not who I want to be.
If you can't accept that
then you're simply not worth it.
I am more than
enough
I am more than
worthy
and you could only
be so lucky as to
possess even the
smallest piece
of me.
